10/18/2026
It's with a very VERY heavy heart that I tell you that baby Monroe crossed the rainbow bridge tonight 💔💔💔
My sweet baby had all of the odds against him, yet he fought harder than any other creature I have ever witnessed. I didn't think he would make it through the first night after I rescued him, but he made it an entire month. He fought so fu***ng hard, and it gave me so much hope to see such a beautiful spirit in this dark world.
Today when I held him, his eyes told me he was not going to make it much longer. So I made sure to give him extra comfort all day today. My volunteer and dear friend Ann held him in the sun this morning, and he LOVED it. When I took him home tonight, my heart felt the weight of his failing body. I gave him all the comfort I could. When his body was failing, I held him in my arms until he was ready to let go. He died in my arms, he didn't leave this world alone.
I am not ok, my heart is broken. I told him it's not his fault, he was just born into the wrong body. His spirit was SO MUCH STRONGER than the vessel that carried him. That was clear from day one. But it's just so fu***ng sad, I'm so fu***ng sad for him 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
Monroe: I've loved you since the moment my eyes met yours. You showed me the most beautiful visions of love & light, and I am forever grateful for that. You deserved better than the hand you were dealt, but I know you are flying high now. I'll see you again one day. Until then please keep soaring high.
Please be soft with me in the coming days, as I am an emotional wreck. I want to hide, but I cannot. I have too many babies that need my strength 🙏
